Get To Know Me

Assalamualaikum!

haii kawan kawan yang baik hati dan jahat sekalian!!!

dihari Ahad yang indah permai ini,tahap kebosanan dah capai tahap maksima,NASIB BAIK ada internet bolehlah patik google menggoogle apa yang patot.antara contoh apa yang patot tersebut adalah movie besh besh,berita berita sensasi retiss barat mahupun timur,selatan dan juga utara dan sebagainya.google punya google ternampaklah personality test yang suatu ketikanya dulu pernah menjadi hobi saya.Test punya test punya test punya test akhirnya fail.sume aku rasa tak kena je ngan personaliti aku.aku memang takde kemistri dengan test test nih.so saya telah buat keputusan,daripada aku buat test test yang mengdemotivated kan aku,baiklah aku jawab soalan soalan berkenaan diri mek.

50 Questions To Get To Know Me.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? No..tapi kan dengar cite nama kilang..huhu


2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? yesterday.hidup makin sukar... :'(

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? absolutely NO.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Halal meat.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? No.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Definitely as I'm a nice person.LOL.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? sometimes.besenya kalo dah mang sakastik gila tu sebab geram je :P

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? tonsil tu sakit kan?tak tau lah nak cakap.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?YESSS!in my wishlist :D

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? koko krunch kot....

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? No.ummm..never

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? No.aku manusia lemah..selalu terjatuh berbeda aku darimu kau berdiri teguuuuh~

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? aku bantai je eksrem pepe pon..asalkan vanila..nyuuuuum!

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? eyes and lips

15. RED OR PINK? RED!

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? nose and teeth

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? mama.

18. WHAT IS THE PAUL MCKENNA TECHNIQUE THAT YOU NEED TO WORK ON THE MOST?sapo dio paul nak kenna ni?

19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?not wearing any but i have hitam putih pink merah maroon tu je kot

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?meggi.sedih

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? bunyi kipas?

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Red.....

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?bau lepas hujan,ayam goreng

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? abangku ayim.

25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE?ishh..dua dua aku taknak.takut ah.
beach house kot.

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? gymnastics?

27. HAIR COLOR? nak kata hitam tak hitam.nak kata coklat tak coklat.hitam kot.

28. EYE COLOR? brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? mana daaaaa..

30. FAVORITE FOOD? makanan cook.
mang gila lah kalo aku jawab camni.
makanan kampung kot.budu itu pasti.sambal belacan itu kebahagiaan abadi.cewwwah!

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Happy endings lah..sebab tu aku tadi aku tengok Barbie :3

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Barbie:Princess Charm School

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? brown shirt

34. SUMMER OR WINTER? tak tahuler..tapi rasa2 nya winter.i nak main salji.waktu puasa pon pendek.yang pasti bukan musim kemarau.

35. HUGS OR KISSES? Both!

36. FAVORITE DESSERT? Eskrem!

37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO?Cardio lahhh..saya wanita malas.

38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?Both

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? not reading any.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Don't have one on my laptop

42. FAVORITE SOUND? Mockingjay.HAHA.May The Odds Be Ever In Your Favor! *Three-finger-salute*

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? beatles.

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?kat semenanjung malaysia mana yang paling jauh daripada terengganu?

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? yessss..i dooooo...

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Felda Tersat.dalam bilik der..

47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?Ara Damansara.

48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE?Brown and white.

49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR?i don't have one.

50. DO YOU LIKE ANSWERING 50 QUESTIONS?tak tau.bese je.suka tak,tak suka pon tak.suka kot.

motip?takde.

::harini patot kerja,tapi batuk teruk sangat.takut terbatuk terguling guling.

::makan megi tiap tiap hari.perut dah tak boleh nak terima dah.-.-'

a bit of love here :) *tragic act*

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...

Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,

It says:
Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not = will

.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me...
- Ricardo

Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!

... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]

... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

I Love You.
can't see it?well,you know who you are :)

Kematangan.Maturity.Maturitatem.نضج.

Assalamualaikum :)
malas muqaddimah panjang panjang, dah terang lagi bersuluh tajuk entri macamtu,maksudnya menatang tulah yang akan jadi isu entri saya pada kali ini..

Assalamualaikum *saja nak bagi pahala banyak banyak kat korang :) baik kan?*

sebelum bercerita dengan lebih lanjut,biarlah aku copy paste daripada wikipedia dulu maksud maturity ni:
kata Prof wiki:
"Maturity is a psychological term used to indicate how a person responds to the circumstances or environment in an appropriate manner"

tak berapa paham..ok kita tanya international translator Encik Google Translate:
katanya:
"Matang adalah satu istilah psikologi yang digunakan untuk menunjukkan bagaimana seseorang bertindak balas kepada keadaan atau persekitaran dengan cara yang sesuai"
dah paham?

Alkisah mek Pipoh yang berumur 20 tahun pada tahun 2012.
begini kisahnya..aku mengalami masalah personaliti beberapa minggu hampir masuk berbulan jugaklah lamanya.

Masalah ini timbul apabila beberapa orang yang sangat penting *identiti dirahsiakan* buat statement Afifah tidak mature.YES!i admit it and i've heard it since skolah menengah.Masalah ini makin besar bila aku tak tahu macam mana sebenarnya nak berlagak macam orang matured ni.

member:

"alah..sikit sikit nak merajuk..lempang kang baru tau"

"tak payah nak tacing tacing sangatlah..aku bukan mengata kau pun"

"so childish" -.-'

VIP:

"mature relationship please :)"

"Afifah tak matang"

"mung ni pipah biler gop nok matang..cakap sikek nangis..ish!" -.-'

itu hanyalah contoh contoh ayat yang aku penah dengar.mula mula terasa lah jugak *tak matang* tapi dah lama lama dah lali and rasa macam nak buat macam dunia ni aku punya.. *adakah itu matang?tidak*

TETAPI!ada 1 perkara yang buat aku betul betul rasa ketidak mecetan aku dan aku nak berubah..wedding blogger Dena Bahrin pada 28 April 2012.

curi kat twitter Dena Bahrin :P

20 tahun jadi seorang isteri.tak penah bercinta and kawen atas dasar family.tapi cinta tu tetap hadir bila kita berniat kerana redha Allah :)

perkh!!aku bukanlah nak jadi ustazah tapi bila fikir balik yang ni lah kita mauuuuuu!! *masalahnya..mampukah aku?*

hummm..berbalik pada entri maturity..kalau zaman nenek aku dulu,18 tahun dah kawen..and aku rasa orang dulu dulu dah cukup matang untuk jadi mendirikan rumahtangga..buktinya,sangat susah nak jumpa makcik pakcik zaman jepun dulu bercerai berai..*aku cakap susah bukan takde*

tapi AKU?umur 20 pon sakai lagi..umur 20 pon meraban ntah pape lagi..umur 20 pon kena bantai "childish" lagi..umur 20 pon reti buat orang marah je..mampukah aku menjadi seorang isteri yang baik kalo perangai tak matang?adusss kupikir pikir apa masalahku.."tak matured sangat ke?"YE."klo childish pon salah ke?".MEMANG SALAH.saya sedar. :(

*ingin aku tegaskan..bukannya gataii nak nikah ka pa..cuma perasaan nak kawen tu tetap ada..aku rasa itu normal bagi perempuan kan?*

BUKAN SEMUA yang anggap aku ni childish.ada je yang anggap aku cukup matang.ada je member member yang mesej mintak nasihat daripada aku.ada je member member yang suka dengar pendapat aku.YES.itu benar.bukan auta.TETAPI lagi..aku akan jadi childish atau "mengada ngada" dengan mereka mereka yang rapat dan yang aku sayang.ITU MASALAH BESAR.kan?

and someone told me "Mature people don't always search for others mistakes,but they find out why and how to help". ok.masalah aku,aku suka cari salah orang tanpa aku nilai diri aku sediri.masalah aku,aku tak cari penyelesaian tapi aku suka assume something ikot otak aku sediri.masalah aku,dah tau masalah diri tu bukan nak selesaikan,buang masa dengan bersedih and menangis.

menangis*tak matured* jugaklah bila baca mesej ni semua "masalah aku" tu betul and aku sediri sedar.

Then aku call bonda tercinta mintak pendapat lah shiket2..

"mummy! my friends said that i'm  immatured..is that true?" *speaking omputiiih  kauuuu*

mak aku cakap: "mana ada..biasa biasa je.."*nampak sgt xde mood disitu haha*

then aku tanye mak aku macam mana nak jadi mature..perangai orang matured ni macam mana..kalo dengan bf macamane pulak..bla bla bla *banyaklah jugak soalannya*

namun begitu,beliau tidak menjawab soalan soalan tersebut tapi beliau nasihatkan aku:

"matang ni bukan kita boleh buat buat..mana ada orang buat buat matured.kalo ada pun mesti nampak tak kena je dengan orang tu.matang ni akan datang sdiri bila sampai masanya.mama tak rasa pipah tak matang cuma kadang kadang over mengada ngada.manja tak bertempat.tapi biasalah anak bongsu.ada je orang dah tua tapi perangai tak matang.tapi kenalah cuba berubah dan control perangai tak matang tu.okay?"

hummm..

rupa rupanya..beliau sedang memasak pastu dan dan je aku call tanye macam macam..so sampai disitu sahaja diskusi kami..

and i want a mature relationship! 

paham ke aku dengan term "mature relationship" ni?

malas nak cite panjang panjang

and aku baca ni:

"mature relationship" 

hummm..saya sedang mencuba. :)

rajinkan??:D
bukan study tapi tulis weekend leave..malas join activity koko yang mengarut mencarut
babaii :)