Monday, May 28

Ginny in the lamp:3 wishes?

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh :)
selamat pagi wahai kawan kawan yang sedang hangat bercuti,exam,study week dan sebagainya.
pagi aku tak selamat sangat sebab batuk aku makin menjadi jadi and aku rasa nanti macam nak pegi beli keranda je -.-' uihh..seksa badan.memanglah sekarang aku terganggu secara mental dan fizikal.seksa weyh.tapi takpe,bak kata bijak pandai ditwitter,"You want, you pray. You need, you pray. You sad, you pray . You happy, you pray. And bcs everything in this world belongs to Him." dan "Believe that Allah is protecting you.No one can harm you.No one can bring you down.He knows the truth and that is enough." jyeaaah!takpe,doa itu senjata orang mukmin,so doa jelah.doa kepada sape?Allah  :)

okay,start my blabbering with bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)
kemainlah susah semalam aku nak tido semalam sebab batuk,batuk yang kering dan berdarah dan menyakitkan tekak *jangan sape sape berani cakap aku sakit Tibi ok?tak nampak ke badan aku ni macam Adele zaman mudomudo dolu?* aku pun memberanikan diri ke dapur untuk minum segala air yang ada dengan harapan dapatlah menenangkan batuk yang menggila,dalam kegelapan malam......aku nampak 1 lembaga......duduk diatas kerusi....disebelahnya ada 1 teko putih *abah minum teh before tido lupa lah tu nak bawak dapur* aku kaget*eceshh kaget!1st time guna :P* dalam kekagetan itu,aku terpikir "weyylah,macam ginny dlm cite aladdin.siap ada teko k sebelah" aku terlalu panik lalu berlari untuk membuka lampu,rupa rupanya,bantal yang aku curi daripada bilik tetamu,kumpul banyak banyak letak atas kerusi, ingat nak bawak masuk bilik tapi lupa*aku suka tido bantal keliling badan,rasa selamat itu ada* dalam gelap sumpah nampak semacam haha

hanya kerana kejadian itu,aku terfikir,kan best ada ginny?tapi kalau ginny melayu,memang jin setan iblis lah.nauzubillah.so entry ni main2 je ok?aku tak bela membela.kucing pon takde.sume kucing kucing dah pegi tinggalkan rumah kami ikut jantan mane tah.itu cerita sedih.taknak cerita.ok..Ginny in the lamp:3 wishes?

Ginny in the lamp:3 wishes?
1st wish:i wish i could be a LAE(License Aircraft Engineer) within 3 years.
sekarang,aku dah 20 tahun.parents aku dah 56tahun.birthday mama bulan 11 so kira 55 tahun lah.kita tak tahu apa akan jadi in future but at least whatever happens we still want to give something and make our parents proud of us right?dalam kes aku,kalau boleh,biarlah dorang dapat tengok aku diestablish as a LAE *mustahil* macam 100 years of Aviation haritu.yelah korang budak Uni ada lah konvo bagai,konvo kitorang dapat buku merah jelah,then merasa gaji aku,dapat travel guna free flight ticket dan macam macam lah.perkhh..mang nikmat dunia lah kalau dapat buat dalam masa 3 tahun.bolehke?kata Mr Phang,boleh sebab beliau buat dalam masa 3 tahun,and before he becomes a LAE,he was only a car mechanic at a small workshop.so tak mustahilkan? :)

Jin dalam lampu ajaib:3 hasrat?
hasrat ke2:aku harap sangat keobsessan aku kat benda benda yang aku suka tak terlalu tinggi.
paham kan?masalah aku ni,bila aku suka something,aku akan suka untuk jangka masa yang sangat lama,dan aku takbleyh nak ubah benda tu.contohnya,kalau aku pegi makan kat mana mana,air yang wajib aku order:limau ais.kat mana mana pon aku pegi,limau ais memang satu satunya pilihan aku.so,lepas ni kalau makan dengan Afifah Mamat,haruslah order limau ais untuk aku.mane tau kang time time nak order je aku rasa nak terberak ke,hape ke,korang taulah ape air untuk aku.perkhh limau ais memang best.tapi yang tak best,aku rasa aku ni seorang yang sangat membosankan sebab hidup aku takde variasi *ecesh*.betol!aku memang tak paham dengan aku diri aku sendiri.benda yang aku tak suka masa kecik dulu,sampai besarlah aku takbleyh terima menatang tu.contohnya,gula gula mint.masa kecik dulu,pernah try makan tapi memang tak bleyh masuk mulut aku.bau gula gula mint pon aku takbleyh,memang nak muntah.setelah boleh dikatakn seumur hidup tak penah try gula gula mint,last year,masuk METC aku try balik.sumpah sampai bila bila aku takkan try lagi.rasa gula gula mint  yang aku makan tu melekat sepanjang hari.sampai 1 hari tak selera makan.ramai yang try bagi aku gula gula mint ni,tapi aku pandang macam orang bagi aku try dadah.serious dasyat.so,i'm hoping that one day aku boleh ubah benda yang susah nak ubah dalam diri aku.

Ginny on lamppu: 3 toiveita?
Kolmas haluaa: Toivon jonain päivänä hän rakastaa minua
HAHA!paham?paham?haha yang ni..sape yang dapat..dapatlah..sape yang tak dapat..tak dapatlah.sebenarnya aku ngantuk ni.nak cite apa bendanya kat atas mang dah tak larat ni..dah lah malam tadi takbleyh tido.bangun awal awal pagi plak tu.huhu bye!



eh bolumm..konklusi dulu :)
wish wish wish haram apa pun tak jadi kalau hang duk melekat atas katil pastu duk wish wish wish.usaha!usaha!usaha!*yeaah!*haha sebenarnya kan,aku still dalam keadaan bermuram durja tapi at least saya berjaya mengfakekan diri buat buat happy :) "pretending to be happy is the best way to appreciate people who are still standing beside us" *yang ni aku tak paham nape masuk dalam konklusi* tapi kawan kawan,marilah kita bersama sama berusaha kearah yang lebih baik!yang exam buat elok elok,yang baru dapat reslut *yea itu bukan typo reSLUT* sabau jelah..agak tensyen lah bila fail fail ni..lagi lagi kalau exam dep tak bagi paper balik,so mesti ada spekulasi dan kontrovesi macam "dorang saja kasi fail" watsoeva tapi nak buat mcam mana.dah memang itu takdir kita *kantoi aku ada fail*.yes,aku fail 2 mcq: Aviation legislation and maintenance practices.aviation legislation tu memang aku dah agak dah,tapi yang aku nak bangkang membangkang sket maintenance practices.aku dengan yakin lepas exam siap bincang dengan member,konpem konpem boleh jawab kot!camne boleh fail??!taaaik.huhu tapi Alhamdulillahlah,at least cita cita aku selama ni taknak fail essay tercapai la jgk.huhu.ok,yang tengan study week,pulunlah sampai muntah.aku mang tak kena dengan style study week ni.end up full time tido week.haha.budak U memang hebat.*ok aku dah mengarut meraban*
babai Assalamualaikum :)



eh bolumm..
a shot here :)
tadi aku ada cakap pasal LAE dapat buku merah kan?haa inilah bukunya..budak budak TAME pulun belajar 5 tahun kadang kadang sampai 6 tahun semata mata nak dapat buku ni.insyaAllah one day i will :)

ok.that's all bye :)

Tuesday, May 22

Mama :)

Assalamualaikum sahabat sahabiah sekalian :)
*selamat berbuka puasa bagi mereka mereka yang berpuasa*

course break yang sangat pendek kalau nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain (a week yang weak) dah nak start,kerinduan dan ingatan tulus ikhlas untuk mak ayah jua semakin memuncak.weekend je aku kacau mak aku,call,sms berniat untuk mengganggu gugat ketenteraman mak aku hanya semata mata untuk melepaskan kerinduan yang hangat membara didada setiap anak anak yang comel macam saya *maafkan saya*

Nur Alia Syahirah Mohd Stap lah tempat aku mengadu "aliaaa..nak balik..." "aliaaa..aku rindu lah mak akuuu.." "aliaaa..blablabla.." "aliaaaa...blobloblo.."
alia membalas dengan sangat baik dan sopan "sobar ya afifah..course break dah tak lama lagi..nanti kita pulang ya?" *ok..aku menipu.manusia tersebut takkan jawab macam tu*
sekarang pulak aku ada hobi baru iaitu stalk anak sedara makcik tersebut iaitu Naufal dan Naqib yang teramatlah comel *jauh sekali daripada makciknya*
stalk stalk stalk,terjumpalah 1 lagu yang telah dishare oleh abangnya iaitu abang yus..eh..abang yat..eh..ok,aku lupa abang apa.
lagu tersebut adalah "number one for me by abang Maher Zain abang kepada Anuar zain adik kepada Ziana Zain anak kepada Zayn Malik" *ok sekali lagi maafkanlah saya*
lagu yang sangat sesuai untuk mereka mereka yang rindukan mak mereka :)






i was a foolish little child
crazy things i used to do
and all the pain i put you through
MAMA now i'm here for you

for all the times i made you cry
the days i told you lies
now it's time for you to rise
for all the things you sacrificed

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you


mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day


and now i finally understand
your famous line
about the day i'd face in time
'cause now i've got a child of mine

and even though i was so bad
i've learned so much from you
now i'm trying to do it too
love my kid the way you do

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you


mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day


you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
oh, oh, number one for me

you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
oh, oh, NUMBER ONE FOR ME


there's no one in this world that can take your place
oh, i'm sorry for ever taking you for granted, ooh
i will use every chance i get
to make you smile, whenever i'm around you
now i will try to love you like you love me
only god knows how much you mean to me


oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you


mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day



mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day


the number one for me
the number one for me
the number one for me
oh, oh, NUMBER ONE FOR ME





sweeeeeeeeet!!sangat sweeeeeeeet!!sangatlah comel kalau anak aku macamni.dah memang kompemlah comel kalo aku macam ni.haha

::ok entry ini obviously takdak motif tapi semata mata sebab sekarang,in this very moment,aku rindu mak aku. :'( 
::marilah kita bersama sama cium pipi mak kita bila dah sampai rumah untuk course break nanti :D

one of the most fav pic of mine :)
mama loves me the most *fliphair*

Sunday, May 13

Get To Know Me

Assalamualaikum!
haii kawan kawan yang baik hati dan jahat sekalian!!!
dihari Ahad yang indah permai ini,tahap kebosanan dah capai tahap maksima,NASIB BAIK ada internet bolehlah patik google menggoogle apa yang patot.antara contoh apa yang patot tersebut adalah movie besh besh,berita berita sensasi retiss barat mahupun timur,selatan dan juga utara dan sebagainya.google punya google ternampaklah personality test yang suatu ketikanya dulu pernah menjadi hobi saya.Test punya test punya test punya test akhirnya fail.sume aku rasa tak kena je ngan personaliti aku.aku memang takde kemistri dengan test test nih.so saya telah buat keputusan,daripada aku buat test test yang mengdemotivated kan aku,baiklah aku jawab soalan soalan berkenaan diri mek.


50 Questions To Get To Know Me.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? No..tapi kan dengar cite nama kilang..huhu


2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? yesterday.hidup makin sukar... :'(


3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? absolutely NO.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Halal meat.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? No.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Definitely as I'm a nice person.LOL.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? sometimes.besenya kalo dah mang sakastik gila tu sebab geram je :P

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? tonsil tu sakit kan?tak tau lah nak cakap.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?YESSS!in my wishlist :D

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? koko krunch kot....

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? No.ummm..never


12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? No.aku manusia lemah..selalu terjatuh berbeda aku darimu kau berdiri teguuuuh~

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? aku bantai je eksrem pepe pon..asalkan vanila..nyuuuuum!

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? eyes and lips

15. RED OR PINK? RED!

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? nose and teeth

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? mama.

18. WHAT IS THE PAUL MCKENNA TECHNIQUE THAT YOU NEED TO WORK ON THE MOST?sapo dio paul nak kenna ni?

19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?not wearing any but i have hitam putih pink merah maroon tu je kot

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?meggi.sedih

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? bunyi kipas?

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Red.....

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?bau lepas hujan,ayam goreng

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? abangku ayim.

25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE?ishh..dua dua aku taknak.takut ah.
beach house kot.

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? gymnastics?

27. HAIR COLOR? nak kata hitam tak hitam.nak kata coklat tak coklat.hitam kot.

28. EYE COLOR? brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? mana daaaaa..

30. FAVORITE FOOD? makanan cook.
mang gila lah kalo aku jawab camni.
makanan kampung kot.budu itu pasti.sambal belacan itu kebahagiaan abadi.cewwwah!

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Happy endings lah..sebab tu aku tadi aku tengok Barbie :3

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Barbie:Princess Charm School

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? brown shirt

34. SUMMER OR WINTER? tak tahuler..tapi rasa2 nya winter.i nak main salji.waktu puasa pon pendek.yang pasti bukan musim kemarau.

35. HUGS OR KISSES? Both!

36. FAVORITE DESSERT? Eskrem!

37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO?Cardio lahhh..saya wanita malas.

38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?Both

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? not reading any.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Don't have one on my laptop

42. FAVORITE SOUND? Mockingjay.HAHA.May The Odds Be Ever In Your Favor! *Three-finger-salute*

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? beatles.

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?kat semenanjung malaysia mana yang paling jauh daripada terengganu?

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? yessss..i dooooo...

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Felda Tersat.dalam bilik der..

47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?Ara Damansara.

48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE?Brown and white.

49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR?i don't have one.

50. DO YOU LIKE ANSWERING 50 QUESTIONS?tak tau.bese je.suka tak,tak suka pon tak.suka kot.
motip?takde.


::harini patot kerja,tapi batuk teruk sangat.takut terbatuk terguling guling.
::makan megi tiap tiap hari.perut dah tak boleh nak terima dah.-.-'

Sunday, May 6

a bit of love here :) *tragic act*


Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...

Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,

It says:
Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not = will

.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me...
- Ricardo

Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!

... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]

... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.


I Love You.
can't see it?well,you know who you are :)